I’m up doing hw. What else is new? Stupid presentation tomorrow. I’m not worried. Somehow, someway… everything works out. I know it’s not by chance. I am being looked out for. I truly believe I am… if I wasn’t I know I still wouldn’t be here right now. Some days I scream about it… but some days like today I am grateful for it. What would I do if I didn’t get to see my cousin’s beautiful baby? (I can’t wait to see her!) No matter how much I scream God is still here… He never gives up on me… This Sunday’s homily really got to me… Father Chris said to not throw someone away… if a relationship means something you can’t throw anyoneee away… I don’t want to throw away anyone but some ppl take advantage of you because they know you will always be there so they walk in and out of your door without a care… What is one to do? I try to believe that I must be like God… I must forgive, forgive, forgive lots of moments over and over again. I love and believe in Him. I want to share something with you that makes me cry everytime… this video equals my faith and is one of the only reasons I go on.
The best part is the beginning…. here was a man in one of the darkest times of history and instead of letting the dark walls consume him and overtake him he turned to the dark walls and wrote who our God is and will always be on those walls whether or not he felt it. I want to encourage you life is full of mountains and valleys thats just the way it is… we are going to have our ups and down and I want to encourage you if you are in a badly time right now if you came in here tonite burying burdens and wondering if youre ever gonna see the sun again I want you to know something God is sitting in this place tonite the sun is still shining even when theres a huge storm we still know the sun is above those clouds! We still know that God is at work, God is not done with you, God is not through with you, God has not turned his back on you. I feel like someone needs to hear this tonite no matter what youve done, no matter what youve experienced God is nott done with youu in a good way. God has not turned his back on you. We dont have to walk away or turn our backs God is faithful. God is faithful… <3
